I guess it's part of everyone's life you know? Suffer for someone? And that person doesn't even know who you are but you still believe that something's gonna happen but deep inside you are like ''What is going on with me?' 'Am i getting sick?' no love, that's called love.
Nobody knows exactly what's that but everyone feels it at some point in their life. Sometimes one are luckier than others and live long and happy relashionships others just want to have some fun others are not even close.
People who meet eachother and just with eye contact feel a spark and one of them try so hard to find him again and again even though she knows she's never gonna find him again, besides she doens't even know his name, age.. She knows anything about him but his looks, yeah it's true he can be the biggest shithead in the world but it happend, and that's a unlucky case, who the hell has hope in this kind of situations. You make the biggest effort in trying to find him you do possible and impossibles to find this person not knowing if that eye contact was real and he is also looking for you, does he care as much as you do? Or he is thinking he's not gonna find you so he doesn't even bother to search for you?
To be honest it's so hard to find someone who actually cares about us, you never know what's inside other people's heads...
I spent a lot of time fighting for people who didn't deserve it. But right now i don't know what's good and what's bad anymore.
But i know that when my time comes i'll be happy :)